Streaming Mandala

 

This Mandala came to me during a return trip to the Eco-Retreat in Huelo, Maui in May of 2011.  One year prior I had started my journey of drawing Mandalas from purely process-orientation and had not been able to really concentrate on them in a fulfilling way. Using only colored pencils, paper, a ruler and a compass, I was pleased to have time to really sink into a process of undistracted drawing.  Since there was no plan for this mandala, I felt I was continually getting out of the way of how it wanted to come together. Prior to working on this, some body work set the stage for my continuing understanding of how we, as human beings, are connected to the energy streaming of nature in a powerful, but often forgotten way.  My work in Bioenergetics, Reichian work and Somatic Process has served my well in understanding the powers that are latent in the body.  This mandala is dedicated to Stanley Keleman founder of Formative Psychology for helping me, for 30 years, to remember the Source of everything is the body and its vitality as well as its changing shapes.  For a print of this mandala, please go to the Offerings menu.

Psyche and Her Gift of Beauty

This painting was done one year after the sudden and unexpected death of my beloved brother.  More than any other single event in my life, I felt the extreme tragedy of this occurrence and was opened to Spirit in a new and powerful way.  This painting was homage to the myth of Psyche and Eros, a story that continues to be an inspiration to me.  Psyche was transformed by pure love and brings a gift from the Underground in a box.  That gift is Beauty. Psyche integrates the energies of the masculine and the Feminine and is transformed and elevated to the Divine by the inner work she does in order to accomplish this difficult feat.  She is then charged with the creation of joy and beauty and bringing them into the world.  The music and butterflies represent the energies of joy and transformation

The message:  It is only through our willingness to open to pure love that true joy and beauty will return to our lives as a healing force.  We can all be assisted in this journey by invisible and unexpected helpers as Psyche was in her journey with Eros.

 

 

The Roses

The sheer beauty of the roses in a friend’s garden inspired this painting.  The rose, in many ancient myths, symbolizes love and compassion, something that is sorely needed on the planet as this time.  Opening our hearts seems to present a challenge to many of us as it tests our willingness to be vulnerable. It is this collective opening that represents the greatest possibility for planetary healing. Here, the moon symbolizes the light of feminine consciousness.

The message: Surrendering to the power of love is our reason for being on the Earth. It is our sacred responsibility as sentient beings to take this path as a means of bringing Light and Love to the evolution of human consciousness. To not choose love is a betrayal of the Universe and ourselves.

 

The Fuchsias

I had read a poem by D. H. Lawrence called “Terra Incognita” and had the book on my nightstand for several years.  I had always planned to make a dress related to this poem, but never got around to it.  As I neared the finish of this

sequence of paintings, I became determined to include this poetic vision in the series. They were very difficult to capture as the shape and energy of the fuchsias seemed to want to dance off the page.  After struggling with their form and becoming frustrated with my inability to really capture their essence I decided to “let them be”. What a novel idea for me.  The painting never really felt “done” and I finally realized what a metaphor this is for life.  There is color and beauty all around us and we tend to pay attention to the downside or lack of perfection rather than celebrating what is really already there.

The message: The mysteries of life are available to us if we reach beyond our own self-limiting paradigms and open ourselves up to what the Universe wants for us.  The task is to be willing to surrender to what is really needed and celebrate the wisdom that is beyond our own.

 

Meditation on the Second Coming

This painting was inspired by Yeats’ poem “The Second Coming”. It concerns itself with the mysteries and riches of the unconscious mind. The jewel tones of this painting against the background of deep colors signify the riches that can be accessed through depth. Attending to the primal forces of nature engenders genius and brilliance and is available to those who have the courage to mine these depts. Within themselves.  The dove, the uruborus and the scorpion all symbolize the primal forces accessible to us. The dove is symbolic of primal feminine energies and is considered in many cultures God’s messenger of prophecy.

The messageIt is in connection with our deepest feelings and most basic natures that our own brilliance is most powerful.

The Fashion Angel Speaks with Her Ravens

This painting was inspired by one of my business trips to Italy.  Since I am afraid of flying and lots of other things, I frequently visualize angelic beings as a protection for me.  When I fly they are always dressed in some way appropriate to the destination. This time they were dressed in gorgeous chiffon gowns, which trailed behind the airplane for miles. My angels are always there to protect me and I trust them implicitly.  This angel has the wings of an eagle, which signifies Vision, and she is talking with the ravens, spirits of wisdom from the invisible realms. The flower devas further support her quest for beauty. The raven, as a totem, represents the powers of magic and creativity and the raven brings messages to you from the unseen worlds.

The message:  The strength and beauty of the angelic realms are available and open to us if we listen closely and carefully to our intuition.  This also requires trust and faith n the guardians that protect us and help us in furthering our dreams and keeping us on our path.  All of this requires a commitment to the quiet and protections of our space so that our intuitive side can speak and be heard.

The Sunflowers

This painting arrived after I visited a Native American pow wow.  I reconnected with the shamanic energy of Mt. Shasta in 1992. The sunflowers arrived on the paper with a kind of fast energy with no interference from my left-brain.  The combination of the radiance of the flowers and the speed of their appearance was, in itself, an experience to behold.  This was definitely a communication from the Universe about what is actually available to us.  After finishing this painting, I sat in front of it for a long time and absorbed the energy of the Light from within the flowers.

The message: Light, radiance and love are the next paradigms of consciousness.

 

Taos Tigress

 

This painting was inspired by a trip I took to the Santa Fe and Taos area after the death of a close family member.  At the time, I understood that this area was the spiritual center of the United States and that we could draw upon the deep wisdom of the Native American cultures for healing the planet.  While I was there I had an intense vision that my part in this planetary healing was to develop a clothing line imbued with sacred and instinctual energy, using natural fibers, animal skins and beauty.  The purity and clarity of the Taos air reveals almost transcendent colors and I knew that this was my gift- to incorporate these colors into the clothing.  It was a powerful vision and I made a commitment to the task.

The message:  The human psyche is very attuned the clarity and vibration of color as well as the inherent harmony of beauty. We will be healed, in part, through a connection with the harmony of the senses that occurs with the apprehension of beauty in our world as well as the spiritual healing that comes through connection with the radiance of our bodies.

Magical Maui

This painting was inspired by my return to the Hawaiian Islands after growing up there in the  ‘50s and ‘60s.  The sun, air, water and flowers all affected me radically on this trip and I fell in love with the Islands all over again.  I was regenerated by the experience of love and aloha spirit which permeates the air and I understood how profoundly I had been affected by the energies as a young and impressionable person.  I was still carrying that energy and understand in an unmistakable way that I have a responsibility for perpetuating that love and spirit to myself and all of those with whom I come into contact. It was truly a gift to be given.  The dolphins represent joy and community, as well as emotional contact and communication. The dolphin as a totem is a powerful bridge to the power of the breath in transformative processes.

The Message:  The primal Divine Feminine holds the power of love, beauty, color and light in her hands. It is her responsibility to use these gifts to shift the forces of darkness, destruction and pain into the Light.  Love, about all else, carries the potential of healing for self, community and the planet.

EVE AND HER SERPENT

This painting was inspired by a dream, which combined a love relationship and the presence of a snake. The snake, in many cultures, represents the primal energy of transformation as well as signifying the autonomic nervous system (the unconscious).  The woman in the picture represents the instinctual feminine energies and the water, the unconscious.  The hawk is the symbol of awakening of the soul’s purpose.

The message: It is through a commitment to a relationship with the potent rhythms of nature as well as her body, that a woman’s true calling are revealed.  Vision, creativity and love, all expressions of the Divine Feminine, are gifts that the feminine consciousness brings to the world.